Tuesday, May 29, 2007

a trip to the dentist

I always had phobia of going to the dentist..since young..and the result was not going to one since..ermm..i think JC days (upps!) N I always pray this phobia will dispel one day. Today...i went to the dentist to fill up some holes which he had previously told me about during my first visit 2 weeks back (yes first visit to the dentist since JC times)...and was told the horror news...

While I was laying down on that chair and he was having a look at my teeth:

Dentist: "Oh I have to tell you, you need to have surgery to remove your 2nd bottom left molar"
Me: Speechless..Stunnned
Dentist:" Yes it is only half out and I can see it decaying"

Me: "Huh? Why didnt you tell me during my last visit?"
Dentist: " Well the last visit I tot it was fine as we couldn't really see as it was filled with food. Today I can see a clearer picture"
Me thinking: Filled with food?? hmm..but today I just had my lunch and coffee too before I came...so weird
Me speaking: " Ermm..well..its really scary.."
Dentist: "Nm we will proceed with the filling for the other holes first"
Me: " oookkkk" (nervous)

*zeeeeee.....spish....spush.....* (sounds from the filling process...)

While in the midst of the filling the holes

Dentist: I seriously think you need a surgery. You better think about it. you will get 5 to 7 days MC and you can pay through Medisave or you can claim through your company"
Me: "errrr..." (the minimal sound I can make with my mouth wide opened as he had used some cotton wool thing to prop open my mouth)

Dentist: "Yes, you should make an appt with the nurse later"
Me: "brrrr...." (still with my mouth wide opened)
Dentist: "Anyways I will continue filling your other tooth first"
Me thinking: Yes you should have done that long ago, instead of doing ur Sales Talks in the middle of filling my TOOTH with my mouth stretched wide opened like a HIPPO!

At the end of the gruelling filling process while awaiting to leave the room....

Dentist: "Please make an appointment with the nurse for the surgery of ur tooth"
Me thinking: " What??? I havent even said yes yet!!"
Me speaking: "Errr...But i just resigned last week and I dont think they will let me take mc for 5 to 7 days in thie handover period..and besides I'm leaving the country to ___ work"
Dentist: "Oh really?..when is that?
Me: "Well in about a month's time?"
Dentist: "tts a waste, you cannot claim from your current company. But its ok, its only 600 bucks and you can pay by Medisave. And....you do not really have to take 5 to 7 days MC if its just paper work?"
Me: "Ermm..I think I need to talk quite a bit at work especially with all that handover etc"
Dentist: "Well..hmm..nonono..You can still talk lah..A bit of swelling only. And I tell you, if you do not do it now, you will lose the other 2 molars beside that tooth. Do you want to suffer now and get rid of these problems? or do you want to lose 3 teeth? And besides I do not think you want to do the surgery in ___country? For you, we can do the surgery this Friday. You better make an appointment with the nurse"

*Scare Tactic*


Well..my conclusion is that..this Dentist is just too pressing in his 'sales pitch'! Well I can understand that maybe my poor tooth really needs surgery, but he doesnt have to be soooo pressing and pushing? To the extent of the above?

aaarrggh..well..I intend to go for a 2nd opinion, maybe to Madeleine (my sec sch fren who's now a dentist!) to check if I really do need surgery as urgently as how the dentist put it above..If I really do need...I will not have the full set of 32 teeth anymore which I proudly have now! (ermm.well..maybe 31.5 since that decaying molar is only half out) =( Booooo

N...my phobia of visiting the dentist...will never be dispelled..i think.....

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Speechless....

except for Praises to the Lord.

Thank you for your grace..your faithfulness...
Thank you for how You make me feel comforted in times of trouble
Thank you for answering me in your own special ways
Thank you for loving me
Hold on to His hands. Never let go....

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Send me a...

TAXI!!! ahhhh!!! Its 10.19pm..and here i am..still stuck at the office!!!!! Been trying to call a cab for the past 20 mins..but NO CAB!! sharks...!!!

So sleepy and tired...been a busy busy busy busy day!!! but yay! tom's fri..so feeling a little better! N goign off to Esther (Ho) 's house now with Ruz to do up some of Joan's wedding cards!! N Esther is baking some nice pastries for us to eat!! YuMMY!!! sigh..there goes my diet plans..Eating desserts in the middle of the nite...... The taxi better come quick!! if not the later I'm there, the later I will eat and the more fats I will accumulate!!! ahhhhhhhh



*N ....whats new..the hotline just dropped on me yet again..for the FOURTH TIME!*
Nm..continue rambling.....





This week has been a roller coaster week..Many thoughts running thru my mind..Many emotions...Many questions asked...HAI! Well...guess everyone's gotta go thru turmoils once in a while...lest risking a boring life....I rather have excitements and changes in my life than a normal straight simple boring life!!! heee...





Oh yes!! Have time to talk about my labtop..Im sure many of u have heard that Ive been wanting to buy a labtop...(think i've been talking abt this for the past..ermm...8months? haha)..Well, Im not really a tech freak so will think twice thrice quardrice quintrice yada yada before buying a tech device!! hee...But I think..i've FINALLy settled my mind...on a simple, durabe (hopefully) and boring...ACER-Travel Mate 3274WXMi!





http://www.acer.com.sg/np/TM3270/p_travelmate3274.asp

NIce nice? The specs look good..n my sister who was from Ngee Ann can get it for student price!! A reall steeaall! What attracted me was the 225 degree ergonomic rotation webcam!!! whahahaa...!!

*the hotline hung on me for the 5th time*

Anyways back to my labtop...yes...nice hor! a rotating webcam!! hahaa..but hey I do look at the spec too! Its 1.83Ghz, Ram 1Gb, and HD space 120Gb and is Intel Core 2 Duo!! So hmm sounds good rite? BTW, I can actually a 1.63Ghz one but at a bigger ram of 2Gb at the same price..so which is more worth it...a higher Ghz or a bigger ram??

* and the oldies are still playing on the st****pid cab hotline*

hopefully I can get my labtop soooon!!!Cant wait...! finally no more sharing and 'snatching' of comps at home hee hee...

OH YES!!!!! I FINALLY GOT A CAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Taxi number SH 399!! Muacks!!

BYE!!

Monday, May 07, 2007

no words...

can describe how I am feeling now.......





......... yooo hooooooooooo!

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Chu Ah Na DaN

Yooo hOoo! the weekend is coming to an end......again........another week of workkkkkkk!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh

Met 'Chu Ah Na Dan', my secondary besty fren yesterday after a long time and was surprised to see that she was driving a BMW!! ....N also..she bought a house!! a hefty 1 mil SGD studio apartment right in the heart of the CBD at Shenton Way!!!! gosHHhhHHhhhH...

THank GOd, despite all these success blessed by the Lord, she's still the same ol crazy gal fren!!! who sat behind me at school; whom I always laugh crazily with together with Mad and Noeline; whom I studied crazy hours with, at O levels and A and levels. I remember O levels was spent at either Macdonald's at Potong Pasir, or at Eunice's void decks! Actually dun really remember studying for Os! All i rem were all the fun we had whilst ermm 'studying'..Played Carom..Hide and seek etc..at Eunice's void deck! hahahaa......A levels was spent mostly at my home (she was like a temp tenant!!); whom I gushed about cute guys and crushes with! Gosh...those were the younger days.....really miss those days..Cedar was really fun...so carefree..so innocent...so **cute**!!......n now..Chu An Na Dan's a millionaire! while Im still a pauper!!! hee heee

Anyways...had a great time hanging out and sharing our 'xin shi' like the good ol times!!! If u ever have the time to read this blog, thanks for all the words of wisdom and encouragements!! U r truly a treasured frennnieee laaa!! =)
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Coming week...will be a tough one...lots of stuff to ponder and think...may the Lord help me...*nervous but excited*

Thursday, May 03, 2007

butterflies

butterflies are pretty
but not so pretty when u feel them in ur stomach...